Devotion to the Frequency
Powerful and magic-making Medicine Callers almost all go through the process of learning that when you manifest, you better be REAL specific because what you ask for will come into being. If you are not clear about what you really want, it will be a picture-perfect delivery of the order, and the EXPERIENCE or FEELING may not be what you were hoping for.
This, of course (abject cackle), is how we learn to get really really really specific. I then got even more detailed, and then got delivery of the exact things I requested, with the excruciating learning that it was not in fact what I WANTED. This is what cracked me into a much more humble mode, and I say with lived experience and a delightful beg to spare others some learning curve, the much wiser path is to CALL and ORDER the vibrational experience, the FREQUENCY of what it is you want. You still have a vision, use a vision, but the commitment - aye - the devotion is to the FREQUENCY, the VIBRATION, not the idea of how it is fulfilled.
When we do this, the cords of our being get shook. The process that we open to is the unfolding of a greater limitless universe’s ability to fulfill, in lived matter, more than we could imagine… just look at my body and how it works, if my mama had to envision my body for it to be made, could anyone one envision that? No. So our lives, our shared collective life, is the vibration manifested of life force, co-created by the waves of love, the cosmic womb, the great mystery itself. That is what we open to.
We must then engage in the courage to let go of that idea of self, of world, of should and should not, so as to become a clear and available presence for the full OCCURANCE of what is comically possible.
The Spider Queen would say to me, over and over “I double dog dare you, to come up with something this is IMPOSSIBLE for the LIMITLESS UNIVERSE.” She would command me to envision, to feel, to reach beyond the limitations of my imagination into the infinite.
The work? Letting the vibration come into being. To over and over become available to what IS happening. And to be Devoted to the Frequency we are co-creating by being the landscape that says, yes to change.
I want to share a story with you.
After being at City Hall and doing an anti-fracking rally in 2011, I returned home. Laid face down in my Red Tent Temple, wept and begged. I demanded the universe to guide me to be the GREATEST impact I could be in this world. That I had to know my life force was being used for its most optimal impact towards healing the waters, protecting our children, and bringing a peaceful consciousness that creates and sustains a peaceful world into being. ALL IN. ALL IN. Nothing less.
I offered things I never thought I would offer like, becoming a lawyer, going to school for anything, public activism that was dangerous or life-ending, In the name of bringing change to this place. And I meant it, I still mean it. I am all in for all of us. I knew then and know now, I can’t do every act, so I begged that the acts I did would be the best use of me.
I quieted, and from the depths of silence and surrender, I heard: “Hire a Business Coach.” I was appalled. Even disgusted, I was ready for heroics; I was going to lay down my life, sacrifice my joy. What I got then, and have over and over, is the best use of me is to support others to awaken to their power, passion, voice, to reclaim their nervous system from the grips of the forces that would have us be ensalved and unknowing. And so, when the world’s suffering turns up its volume, I ask again. Listen again, for my part. Just my part, and then do it with as much fortitude as I can.
In 2020, before the pandemic hit, I found myself in the crushing depths of having exactly what I had asked for be delivered, and I was devastated. The checklist all checked off, and I was desperately sad. Completely heartbroken, I cashed in my bonds from my Nana to finish publishing my book and fulfill my many years late Kickstarter. My lover had left, and I was caught and carried by my family. I was humiliated. And I made another desperate plea to the universe. This time, I claimed something huge.
I said, “I will serve this planet as I have committed. I will. I can. I want to be happy. Truly, peacefully, gifts of incarnation, happy.” I was furious at god. I said, “I gave you everything, every breath and every step, and I am shredded and full of ache and embarrassment. I will stay here, and I will give as I am inspired and guided if you grant me the gifts, the emotional, vibrational, experiential gifts of incarnation.”
I know now, I smile as I write this, a small inching its way up my face smile, as I know - I hadn’t been open to that kind of healing before. I wasn’t capable of asking for the gifts of incarnation. You can call it worthiness, or the path, or whatever. I know many pieces that kept me from asking for such a thing, but there are more pieces I have yet to understand and will never understand. Over the next month and a half, I watched myself be rewoven from the inside and remade by the weaver. My very vibrational core was remade. In a way I did NOT understand, had never seen, and didn’t know was possible. And yet, there I was, a new light at the core of me. And I practiced in devotion to what was beyond my knowing or visioning. I watched myself and my life be crafted by mystery.
I have put together a powerful space for those who would LOVE to drop into their weaving and reweaving with a quantum team.
If you feel called, you are welcome. Just let me be clear. This is not for the faint of heart, not for the magic wand fix. This is for those who are ready to meet themselves and welcome the gifts of incarnation and be celebrated.
The journey can be and is electrically fun and exquisitely beautiful.
The relief and lightness of being that comes from arriving in the quantum moment and weaving in the field is gorgeous. To see it reflected within minutes, hours, and days, and then to know that the ripples are literally traveling in thousand-year ripples forward and back, side to side.
That is special.
People want a shift, a change, and to get it, you've got to let it. And letting it can be the most wild and hilarious, and emotionally intense part.
So, we lift each other up. We cheer each other on. We remind each other, that there is NOTHING beyond the weaving capability of the LIMITLESS UNIVERSE.
It is SANE to long, wish, and work for a world where bodies, people, water, food, land, animals, and children are safe and cared for. It is sane to see a world where your body is sacred, your most precious and deep longings and desires are holy and trusted, and where your wisdom and solutions to suffering are heard and applied.
If you would like to join us for 40 days, we would love that. It will be more than 40 days, the pregame has started, and there are a couple of days to complete before we close and do our transition ceremony at the end.
It would be incredible for you to bring your huge animal, your deep visionary states, your collective access, your personal bravery, and your spectacular beauty, joy, pleasure, humor, and kindness into this journey.
The 40 days include a series of 5 Live Titan Transmission Sessions (via Zoom Calls), and 40 Days of mini transmissions to hold and activate the Frequency you identify. There will be a thread for Q&A.
As a Bonus, I am including a 4-hour workshop for Womb Empowerment to ground this quantum into the earth plane. (Energetic, all bodies and genders welcome).
Devotion to the Frequency Registration
Full Price is $555. Right now it is $111. I made it a - are you kidding me price - because I want to make it happen - the changes that will come from this when you plug in are immeasurable.
There is a Quantum Activation Upgrade, which includes 5 Live Q&A sessions after the Titan Transmission Sessions, and lifetime access to the course after it closes. The full Price is $1111, and right now it is $555. There are payment plans for both.
You can say yes and get inside right now.
Wishing you and us all the world we came here to make,
Sophia
